Here’s the thing- When I wasn’t ready to let anybody in, you found a way to come into my life. You found a way to capture my heart. And the truth is; I want to love you forever.
I want the type of love you only see in fairytales. The type of love that blows people’s minds and they say “Wow! They’re still together.” Because you and I both know, forever just isn’t a thing any more.
I can’t imagine my life without you and i don’t want to. I want to love you through all of the bullshit that life will bring.
I want to love you forever.
I want us to see these hard times through. Find the problem, fix it, learn from it and move on. Because that’s what love is. Love isn’t giving up on someone because you aren’t seeing eye to eye. It’s the differences that we have that make us stronger, that’s what builds our bond.
Yes, we will fight and we won’t get along all the time. But I refuse to give up. I want us to be us forever. I don’t want a stupid fight or inconvienince to get in the way of our love.
And I know I’m a pain in the ass. But i promise that i don’t mean to be (most of the time but hey, no body’s perfect).
I know I’m going to push your buttons and you’ll push mine. I just want to let you know that I can deal with that. As long as I get to love you forever.
I think about you all the time, and not just when I have nothing going on. I think about you when I can’t sleep at night and you’re laying right beside me. At 2 in the afternoon when i have a million different things going on, there you are. When I’m having a bad day, I think about your warm hugs and how i can’t wait to be in your arms. I’m thinking about you right now.
I’m not going to lie, I fell head over vans for you a long time ago and i keep falling more in love with you every day.
I’ve never felt this way before.
Our love feels like something out of the notebook some days. I find myself asking “How did i get so lucky.”
So thank you. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for being by my side through the good, the bad, the really bad, the happy, the sad, the angry, the loving and everything in between. Thank you for never telling me I’m too much, or that i need to calm down, or that my wild dreams are too wild. Thank you for loving me for who I am.